disappointing sunday.

so it's good news for boyfriend, but bad news for me.

so so disappointed with myself.

just felt so useless.

felt like i've disappointed and failed everyone else who placed their hopes on me.

crying the whole damn day :'(

and i mean, the WHOLE DAMN DAY.

just one of the effing saddest day of my life, i suppose.

and you know you're effing suay when you cant get what you want.

i want to play mahjong so much, just so i'll be occupied and keep my mind off things, but sigh, no one's free to play with me :'(

maybe i'm just not THAT good after all.

my face = problem

'i can do this' = 'i cant do this'

argh, in summary, just effing useless :'(

boyfriend bought me some of my fav snacks to cheer me up.

and brought me to swensens for dinner at night, to commit carbocide.

Creamy Mushroom soup.

Chicken Salad with Lime Sherbet.

Crab Meat Baked Rice.

The Rock.

so sweet of him.

thank you, love :')